Endings

How do you feel about endings?

Do you see them as an opportunity or a disaster?

How do you deal with change? What emotions do you associate with the unknown?

What is the catalyst for an ending? Does it have to be associated with negativity?

This is my year for endings. I made a concious choice for change in my life. Scary, yes because I didn't know where I would end up, just knew I had to do something. I could not continue living the way I was. I was in a hole in all aspects of my life, saw no future because how could I?

January 2011- Frusterated with where I was in my life
- Tarot card reading at Sexapolooza- Major Catalyst...." What are you doing?...Karen you need to make a choice it's one or the other....who are you fooling? Take a risk, make a choice. TAKE A RISK"- Jer http://jersvision.org/ (tarot guy)
- Refelection of the past couple years
-Writing: What has gone wrong in the past year?...why? What has gone right?...why? Where do I want to be?...how will I get there?
- Implementation of 'Where do I want to be...how will I get there?'
- REAZLIZATION: Need to stop doing what's best for others and put myself first
- Planned trip for Vancouver
- Wrote everyday, whenever I felt I needed to get something out of my head.
- Got over the fact that I will lose people in my life while working on this change.
- Write a blog

I will review every month but what's different in my life now ( October 3, 2011 )?
- Change the dynamic of my relationship with my sister
- Accepted that I am not responsible for my father
- Moved out of my apartment
- Left Dan
- Mojo died
- Gidget is in Montreal
- I live with Julia
- New dynamic at work
- All My Children is over
- Moving to Vancouver
- New life perspective
- May have ruined my friendship with James
- Re-built my relationship with Julia
- Drink Coffee DAILY!

How do you feel about endings?
They're what you need to see clearly and to have a new beginning.

Do you see them as an opportunity or a disaster?
Always an opportunity.

How do you deal with change? What emotions do you associate with the unknown?
Embrace it. Take everyday as it comes and trust your gut.
Fear, excitment, empowered, security

What is the catalyst for an ending? Does it have to be associated with negativity?
Your tipping point to realize that change needs to happen. I would say a combination of negative and positive. 

Three more months of this year to go, so much to still happen.

Love it.