Well today is a tough day... It's been a long time coming but I finally maned up and stepped forward in the most difficult part of this self growth path im on...After almost 6 years of being with a wonderful person I recognize that it is time to part ways, that if i don't then I am making a irresponsible decision. I believe I need time for myself to really understand what I want and who I am. It is not that I don't want to be with him its that I feel that if I don't do this now then we will end up in a worse situation in later years. This decision is not to say that we will never be together again, it is to be confident in what we have. Time apart should not change us but bring us together. Well this is all, I am having a hard time getting through this so I will stop. I will grieve;and I will start my week again on Monday.
Here's to life decisions that you know you have to make but have to suffer through to make that positive change.
A drink or two it will be tonight.
Late!... even though 'later' is short enough
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